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unusual experience happened to me recently which I felt was worth
sharing more widely. To provide some background I am a theoretical
physicist by training and work in a high technology industry - very
left brain stuff! I began to get involved in spiritual development
about two years ago while working in Lancaster. I was rather "up
tight" at the time and my wife spotted an evening class at the
local college advertising meditation as a good way of relieving stress.
I found the course really beneficial and it started me on a path which
has given me much pleasure (and some pain). This led on to an interest
in spiritual healing and I am now a probationary member of the NFSH.
I dont exactly know what is happening in Healing and what energies
are involved but I know something real is going on and it does seem
to work.
We moved to
Gloucestershire about 18 months ago and I have continued to deepen
my spiritual practice. It has become a very important part of my
life, which I try to bring into my work environment in a very quiet
way, with some limited success. As part of this I recently attended
a Workshop on the Chakras which took place in a beautiful old mansion
in Bath and was led by Daphne Johnson. This was a wonderful three
days in which we went through each of the Chakras in turn talking
about the symbolic significance of each and the links to emotional
and other issues. We also did some powerful meditations accompanied
by the associated sounds and chants. The only slight worry I had
was that at the end of the course my Chakras were still spinning
in the wrong direction!
As part of the
exercises on the last day we tried channelling, seated in a semicircle
with wonderful pictures of the ascended masters in front of us.
We had a period of meditation but then, while seeking to maintain
that elevated state of consciousness, we picked up pen and paper
and waited for any messages which might come through. I must admit
to feeling it all a bit odd, and can remember thinking that I was
going to feel inadequate because I wasnt going to get anything
and I am too honest to make something up.
But then an
odd thing happened. I just started to write and produced a very
interesting and somewhat eloquent passage. I am reasonable at writing
English but I normally require at least three attempts before I
am happy with what I have produced. But this just flowed without
any conscious effort and not only was it legible, which my handwriting
isnt normally, but it made sense. I have felt no need or desire
to change one word. Here it is:
"The story
of the world is written in seven great books. They are revealed
to mankind at the appropriate time when sufficient are ready to
receive. In the present time the first four books have been revealed
although only the first three have been absorbed into the collective
unconscious. The time is coming when the fifth great book is about
to be made available. This represents a very significant step on
the path. We are taking a great risk in bringing this book into
awareness at the present time but it is a risk which must be taken
if we are to achieve our goals for mankind.
You have a role
to play in the understanding and dissemination of this wisdom. But
it will not be an easy path and we will understand and accept if
you decide not to take up this challenge. But we sincerely hope
that you will because the wonders it will reveal to you and the
ones you love will be worth the pain and suffering which you will
need to face. We will be there with you at all times and you will
not be asked to face anything you are not capable of dealing with."
I have thought
a lot since the experience about its nature and meaning. I have
read a lot of Jung and am beginning to understand a bit more about
the psyche, the unconscious and the symbology of dreams. Generally
these are full of symbols and are pretty chaotic and, on the face
of it, rather illogical. The passage I wrote down was qualitatively
different to this, highly specific and directive. So I dont
think it came from my unconscious in the way that dreams do. Certainly
it wasnt in my conscious mind in the way these words are forming
and in which I have to stop and think periodically to decide what
I want to say.
It could be
my superconscious or "higher self" because the message
is certainly not inconsistent with the views I have been forming
about the world and what I might do in it. And I have certainly
read a lot of books which appear to be on a similar theme. It does
have echoes of what I remember about The Celestine Prophecy which
I read some years ago (and, incidentally didnt get a lot out
of at the time). Maybe it has all been simmering away inside and
chose this particular moment to pop out. All I can say is that I
have not been consciously aware of the process and that in itself
is interesting. But, again, my experience of communications from
my "higher self" or "conscience" has been qualitatively
different. I sometimes (but not often) get answers to questions
posed in meditation which make good sense and certainly my conscience
does sometimes prick me if I am about to embark on an inappropriate
course of action. But it is normally reactive and I have not so
far experienced it actually telling me things like this. It also
doesnt normally use the pronoun "we" but maybe there
is more than one and they are ganging up on me!
So I am led
to the conclusion that either it is my "higher self/selves"
taking a much more proactive role from a position of greater understanding
or it does come from outside what I perceive to be the essential
"I", whatever that is. The use of "we" and the
phraseology implies some sort of group at a higher level than mankind
who have a beneficial interest in our destiny and are actually quire
concerned about the situation in the world at the present time.
So what might
it mean both at a general level and specifically for me?
A possible interpretation
popped into my head while meditating a few days after the course.
I have developed the ideas by conscious thought but the basic premise
just emerged. It does seem to hang together.
I think that
the reference to Books is a metaphor for the transmission of knowledge
into human minds at particular critical points in history. The seven
books can be linked to the seven Chakras (after all I was on a Chakra
Workshop). The first four books can therefore be seen as.
Book 1. Base
Chakra. Survival, animal instincts. The information that allowed
man to survive and thrive in the early hostile environment. The
reason why man and not some other species prospered.
Book 2. Sacral
Chakra. Creativity, sexuality. The knowledge that allowed us to
form close relationships, to specialise, to develop language and
hence to think about our environment instead of just living in it
as the animals do.
Book 3. Solar
Plexus Chakra. The will, power, ability to take action and make
things happen. Building on the first two books, allowing us to begin
to "control" the environment.
Book 4. Heart
Chakra. Opening the heart, unconditional love for each other and
the world. The teachings of all the great spiritual leaders including
Jesus and Buddha.
The first three
have been fully absorbed into the human psyche - they are "second
nature". But, just as in the message, the wisdom of the fourth
book, despite being around for well over two thousand years, has
not been so absorbed. Although the world is a beautiful place with
many good people in it and a lot of love, the sad fact is that fear,
violence, hate and lack of care for the environment is still very
prevalent. The messages of the great spiritual leaders, although
they attract great followings, are still not lived by most of us.
At the same time the gift of the first three books has given us
the power to significantly alter the environment on a global scale
and ultimately to destroy the world and ourselves if things go wrong.
Perhaps that
is where we have diverged from the master plan. Maybe we were not
meant to reach this level of knowledge until we had the wisdom of
the heart so as to be able to use it wisely. We could make this
world a wonderful place for all if we collectively wanted to but
we dont because not enough of us have really opened our hearts
to love.
So what is the
fifth book that is almost ready to be brought into awareness? Well,
following the theme, it would correspond to the Throat Chakra -
communication and "speaking our truth". I wonder if this
is the next big step. The opening of true communication of thoughts
and emotions, perhaps transcending the need for words which can
communicate but also deceive. What a profound effect it would have
on society if we all communicated what we really felt as opposed
to what we think people want to hear, if we really knew what people
thought and what their true motives were and they knew ours. Just
think about the effect that this would have. I can see that it would
be a great risk because it could tear society apart as well as bringing
it together in a very profound way, but possibly things really are
that desperate that the chance has to be taken. It would bring real
challenges and pain but offers the potential of enormous benefits
to mankind.
I do feel that
the personal bit could be quite significant for me. I do have a
gift for communication and talking to large groups developed in
my working life. Maybe I have to come off the fence and start talking
to my colleagues and others about these sorts of ideas that up until
now I have kept quiet about because of the risk of misunderstanding
and possible ridicule that this might bring. It looks as though
I will be given a choice but I have to say that I do like a challenge
and possibly this article is a small first step.
I am sure that
if this message has come from outside then it will not have been
directed just to me. Experience suggests that these sorts of ideas
appear in many places and to many people at around the same time
- synchronicity. I would be really pleased to hear from anyone who
has received similar messages or indeed has any views on what I
have written.
David Anderson.
September 2000. E- mail barnhay@supanet.com
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